Why does a part of me feels this way? I don't understand. Am i being ignorant? Yes. No. Maybe..? I hope things turn out well. Jeez... The song i'm listening to right now is so not helping. ~Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you all over again... Dang. I'm so missing him right now. Husband sent me home just now. The sun was shining so brightly. Husband was feeling warm while i was feeling hot. Lol. We mostly fooled around at the void deck. I also brought my cat down . She ran away, of course.

After i had my shower, i made my way to Woodlands with brother. I dozed off for the whole journey. That is so me. Sleepyhead! I was glad to be there at my aunt's house. I got to see my little cousins. I missed them so much. It's been a long time since i last saw them. They were like a whole bunch of noisy kids, screaming their heads off wherever they go. I didn't eat much today. I didn't feel like touching all those carbohydrates. Haha.

Well, here i am blogging at past midnight. Husband is here to accompany me thru the night. Somehow, i just felt angry at 'brother'. Since husband came into the picture, i just don't understand him at times. I don't want us to drift apart. I felt as if he don't care for me anymore. We don't even play around at work. I just missed those happy moments. Maybe he has changed... I don't know, really...