Here goes my post for today. Let's re-cap the important events that happened this whole week. Well... I've been going to school with bf nearly everyday. He actually accompanied me to school even though i had classes as early as 8am. We met during lunch break too. I just felt that i can't enough of him these days.Back to the stories for today. Bf was unfortunately late today. He couldn't wake up. I knew that he's very exhausted. What's with studies, dance and auditions. I'm not mad at him, really. Haha. I had a tutorial at a computer laboratory at Block B. It was actually quite fun. We only had to create databases. I found it pretty simple. We were released like half an hour early. Bf was already waiting outside. I don't know what's wrong with me but i suggested to him that we go to the library in search of this particular person. He said he'll be there. So, off we strolled hand in hand to the library.

I guessed that he was in the north wing at level 5 because that's where engineering students usually go to. I had to sms-ed him to know his whereabouts. While waiting, me and bf were looking at a few of the notice boards. I was practically leaning on his shoulder, facing the opposite side. Somehow, it looked more liked a hug from a distance. That was when i saw him going down the stairs. The look on his face was priceless, really. Talk about good timing. Hehe! He actually saw it with his very own eyes. I'm thankful because he saved me from all the explanations that he needed to hear. Lol.

We hung out at Gloria Jean's Cafe after that, eating Pocky. I wasn't feeling so hungry. That's why. I was like talking to bf about random stuff. Some of the things he mentioned made me so delighted. Haha. I went to McD with Adda while bf rushed to his lesson. The lecture on business statistics wasn't so bad after all. I didn't feel sleepy. Yay!

Lunch-ed again at McD. Me and Adda ended up having Filet meals. Bf too. Haha. Ramzan was also there too. He sat a few tables away from us. Somehow, i just felt that something was actually wrong with him. I'm so not going to elaborate that here. Anyway, Adda left soon after. So, it was me, bf and yk. I was like sulking because i had to do the design again. I did what i was told and i managed to finish it at around 6.30pm. Bf went off already for STAGEARTS auditions. Yk also left due to volleyball audition.

I dragged myself to the 86 bus-stop and guess who i saw. It was Ramzan again with a girl. I don't know her obviously. Haha. One look at her is enough to see her character. She smoked. (I don't have anything against smokers. I'm just stating a fact here.) God only knows whether he smoked too. I'm not so pleased with the way she talked either. It doesn't sound so ladylike at all. Quite often i'll hear her muttering some not-so-nice words. No examples here. Well, they looked like a couple to me. Don't worry. I'm not affected. No harm done. Haha.

Haiz... I'm so missing him right now. I'm still not sure whether i'm working or not tomorrow. I personally don't feel like working. Too tired, i guess. I think i'm done here. Bye, peeps!

Why does a part of me feels this way? I don't understand. Am i being ignorant? Yes. No. Maybe..? I hope things turn out well. Jeez... The song i'm listening to right now is so not helping. ~Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you all over again... Dang. I'm so missing him right now. Husband sent me home just now. The sun was shining so brightly. Husband was feeling warm while i was feeling hot. Lol. We mostly fooled around at the void deck. I also brought my cat down . She ran away, of course.

After i had my shower, i made my way to Woodlands with brother. I dozed off for the whole journey. That is so me. Sleepyhead! I was glad to be there at my aunt's house. I got to see my little cousins. I missed them so much. It's been a long time since i last saw them. They were like a whole bunch of noisy kids, screaming their heads off wherever they go. I didn't eat much today. I didn't feel like touching all those carbohydrates. Haha.

Well, here i am blogging at past midnight. Husband is here to accompany me thru the night. Somehow, i just felt angry at 'brother'. Since husband came into the picture, i just don't understand him at times. I don't want us to drift apart. I felt as if he don't care for me anymore. We don't even play around at work. I just missed those happy moments. Maybe he has changed... I don't know, really...

I've noticed something actually. Since school started, i've been hanging out with bf. Yesterday, i was allowed to enter the room where the STAGEARTS people were putting on their make-up. I sat next to bf and i met someone new named Jack. He's very cute because he has big eyes. Haha. Anyway, bf can't talk much while someone did his make-up. He looked freakingly fair due to 3 coats of foundation. I believe he's fair enough already. He was done after putting on bronzer and lip balm. I told him that he looked like a girl. Haha. I can't help it really. Well, it was fun having to meet the people there. Crazy bunch of people eh? Bf sent me to my tutorial after that.

We had a 2-hour break which i spent watching him perform. Ouh. I forgot to mention that Jack actually managed to recruit me in their team. Lol. Well, i'm not sure really. Do i really need to join STAGEARTS just to be near him? Let me ponder it for a while... I think NOT. Haha. Us is anytime.

School ended after my lecture on BUSINESS STATISTICS. Quite boring i must say. I survived because i was looking forward to meeting him. Waited for him at sports hall. He was busy washing off the make-up, i assumed. We headed for a not-so-private spot and talked for awhile. I told him about some stuff and now, we have a mission to complete. Yay! Haha.

Everything written above happened yesterday. What about today? Hmmm. Let's see. I didn't expect bf to still be in school. He informed me that he's going off at 1pm and yet he's still there. Nevermind... I was delighted to see him, of course. After walking him to the atrium, i headed back to north canteen where i saw Jack. Jack was like asking: "Where's your husband?". I was like: "Huh? What husband?". I have no idea that he was refering to bf. Haha. We're already married eh? No more bf. My husband already. Lol. What a day! Anyway, TGIF! I'm so tired.

I know i have to work tomorrow. Only short hours which i don't mind. I'm not so sure if i'm gonna see 'brother'. I hope he'll be there tomorrow. I miss him like a lot. Haha. Well, i'll update frequently. Depends on whether i'm free or not. Till here then. Bye!

My life's been pretty busy lately. Orientation, FHC assessment and also not forgetting my store's Grand Opening. Everything's so hectic that i screwed up all my meal times. That's the reason why i kept falling sick.

I'll elaborate more soon, alright? :)

Mum woke me up early in the morning because i asked her to. I just wanted to join her doing her morning walk out of the blue. We went to the new park near SKSC. It was actually a long walk but it was worthwhile. I got to see up close the expressway just beside the park. I could see cars, lorries zooming past. It was fascinating. There wasn't much people in the park except for some occasional joggers passsing by. Me and my mum were like taking pictures of some random flowers. Haha. Ouh. And we saw this thorny fruits growing on a tree. Durian, perhaps? Lol.

While we were walking across the road at the bridge, we managed to take a peek at the reservoir below. Guess what? We saw a few jellyfishes swimming in a group. Yea. We also heard someone screaming his head off. We didn't see who was it was. It was very loud. Maybe he did that out of frustation, who knows. Freaky eh? Haha.

After the long and tiring walk, i convinced my mum to pop in at McD for our breakfast. As i entered my store, i immediately saw Jaslyn and a few RMs. They were having yet another meeting, of course. Siew Choo was delighted to see me and i don't know why. We already saw each other the whole day yesterday. Haha.

I didn't realise that Kak Hafizah was in an advertisement for McD. I was kinda surprised to see her face when i glanced at the TV. She looked very pretty. Hehe. Not to forget, i saw Yi Hao walking here and there. I'm wondering whether he cut his hair or not. Lol. He looked different to me. That's why.

My whole family went to CP after that. Dad bought a new phone. A Nokia E63 to be exact. Well... I did nothing much in the afternoon. Cleaned out my room only. I ended having a nap afterwards. Didn't know i would be that tired. Haha. Skipped dinner again. It's really becoming a habit. Can't help it, i guess.

Alright. I better continue doing my stuff. Bye, peeps! :)

Hehe. I'm off from work this whole week thanks to mummie. I had two meetings today. One is on service crew and the other one is about drive-thru. Well, it's pretty much the same thing that i've learnt in service class a month ago. Ouh. Zhi Hao dropped by after gym. We sat down and talk about school. Nothing much, really. He wanted me to sent him halfway to the bus-stop. I just followed his request. Haha.

After the meetings, i still had another date with mummie regarding our food hygiene course assessment which is on this coming Saturday. It will be held at RVM which is like the last place on Earth that i want to be. Sighs... I will be assessed at 11am. I'm so freaking nervous. Me, pk and eugene were tested on our knowledge just now. We tried our best to answer questions asked by mummie. Those two are super hilarious. They gave nonsensical answers to some of the questions. Me and mummie were like laughing our heads off. They were saying that we washed our utensils with sanitiser!! Lol. We were also tested on the correct procedures to prepare Milo. Overall, we really had a good time learning more stuff today. We still had time to sit down and chat with siew choo and mummie at the end of it.

Till here then... Bye!!

It's been raining lately. I've still got tons of photo to upload. Maybe, i'll just put in a slideshow. Too lazy. Haha. Note to myself: E-mail the new pictures to Rayza. Well, i've got good news. Rayza's staying in Singapore after all. She's going to be enrolled in ITE College East. But... There's a possibility that she will be resigning or transferring store. Haiz. I don't know. I feel so undivided. Part of me felt like stopping work altogether. Am i feeling that stressed out? Aargh. Who knows...

My life ain't so smooth either. Like the saying goes: "Life is like a rollercoaster... Enjoy the ride while you can." Lol. I knew i was going to breakdown someday. I didn't expect it to happen while i was with siew choo. At least, she could relate what i was feeling at that time. I wanted to talk to yi hao but decided not to in the end. I just didn't want to burden him. Or anyone else... Sighs. Thanks for being there for me, siew choo. I truly appreciate it... :)

Rhene got an attachment to our store for today. I heard Roy was supposed to come in but he didn't appear. I don't know what happened. Seeing the way he did his work was quite amusing. He wasn't familiar with our store and he looked like he wanna die just now. Lol!

All the managers had a management meeting today with ah ma. I felt kinda happy when i saw brother. Maybe, i just missed him too much...

Raymond appeared while i was digesting more notes. His presence there seemed to arouse suspicions from other people nowadays. Tsk! Tsk! They're just thinking too much. Haha. Mummie's gonna test us (me, pk & eugene) on FHC on this coming monday. I still can't believe that the assessment will be held on our Grand Opening. Shucks. Speaking of bad timing...

Haiz. Frankly speaking, i've got nothing much to blog about my day except for these two guys who kept bugging me and they're really getting on my nerves too. Gosh, i miss rayza so, so much. I'll blog again tomorrow. I promised...

I wanna be like you, cat .... Life is so unpredictable sometimes ...

it's been a long while since i last touched my blog. i've been busy studying. not for school but for McD. i'm gonna be verified soon . so , i need to prepare myself now . trust me , there's still a lot of stuff i don't know ,

i came to my store early just to read more SOCs . the sun was actually shining when i was heading to work . as soon as i stepped inside McD , it rained cats and dogs . i was relieved , of course . i took out both the breakfast and regular SOC files . i was about to start reading when mummie called for me . i helped her to file all the loose sheets of paper . while doing that , i got myself a complete stack of SOC .

although i was wearing my hoodie jacket , i was feeling extremely cold . instinctively, i bought a cup of hot milo to warm myself up . there i was sipping my drink when suddenly i got a message . i was so surprised to see raymond standing out there . he was hiding from mummie . haha . in the end , he ended up sitting with me until i punch-ed in for work .

work was a bit shitty . i tried my very best to pretend nothing had happened . it worked miraculously . raymond was already there when knocked off work . he actually sent me home . i really appreciate it , dear . i could tell that he's really shagged after a long day . love him lots . :)