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Monday, May 11, 2009

~never regret the things that once made you smile.

I'm feeling so shagged everyday after school. I think it's fairly normal. Haha. Due to homework, tutorials and several ICAs coming up, i felt that i don't even have the slightest time to blog about my daily life. Jeez. I could see cobwebs forming at my blog already. Lol. Well, we'll see how things go in the days to come. Bye!

♥9:26 PM

Sunday, May 3, 2009

~i wished monday would come faster. haha .


I had an interesting day. My mum turned 39 on this date. We went to Pizza Hut for her birthday treat. My brother was footing the bill, of course. It turned out that i was also included in the treat for my upcoming birthday. Probably, because he will have a shortage of money in the days to come. Nevermind. I still appreciate his efforts to make his little sister happpy. Haha. Yupx. We ate quite a lot. There were also some pictures taken. Look out for it as i'll be posting it up soon. My dad actually disappeared for awhile and came back with a cake. How thoughtful of him. The most amusing thing was that while mum was cutting the cake, a 'Happy Birthday' song was played in the background. Such a coincidence, right ? Lol. The people dining next to us were like grinning and looking at our table. So funny!

We taxi-ed to Geylang after that to purchase some stuff. I was like perspiring. The place was stuffy and the weather wasn't helping either. We quickly made our way to Singapore Expo an hour later. My mum and brother wanted to have a look at the Harvey Norman Warehouse Sale. I think my brother wanted to get a printer at a low cost. Well, he bought what he wanted and i ended up buying a printer for myself too @ $28. So cheap eh?

Brother went to work by MRT while we made our way to the taxi stand. My family dropped me off at Compass Point so that i could have some shopping time alone. I also had to buy food for them and a loaf of bread too. I strolled to the interchange, activated my tertiary ez-link card, purchased concession also and finally, queued up at the 372 lane. I enjoyed myself while waiting for the freaking late bus. There were a group of guys playing music. I was very fascinated by their talents. One of the guys was like smiling at me. He's so cute too. (Don't be jealous, hubbie!) He even waved to me when i board the bus. Dang! I was like grinning to myself. Lol.

A few minutes later when i reached home, my uncle and his family came by. I just have a feeling my underwear was exposed when they arrived at the door. Hehe. They came by not with empty hands. They brought along some yummy food. I just love eating with a whole lot of them. At around 9pm, i went to the only bookstore here to photocopy some documents. While waiting for the things to be done, i actually conversed with a Chinese man (in his late 50s?) in Mandarin. He thought i was married. For goodness sake, do i look married to you? Haha. He was amazed that i could speak a bit of Chinese. What's more surprising that he said he wanted to 'reserve' me for his son. Future marriage, get it? Lol. I was like laughing off his statement lor. Uncle, you're so random.

You can clearly see that i met a few interesting people. They really brightened up my day today. However, Bf is still the one that made me last throughout the whole day. The thoughts of him made me so pre-occupied at times. I just felt that time past by even faster. When i got to hear his voice on the phone today, the feeling was like a sudden desire to see him. Too bad i have to wait till tomorrow. Hehe. I can't wait to see him. I'm so exhausted now. Gotta have my beauty sleep already. Bye!

♥11:42 PM

Saturday, May 2, 2009

~enjoying every moment that we spent together...


Here goes my post for today. I didn't want to wake up today. But i had no choice. Bad start in the morning. I don't feel like elaborating here. It's so not worth it. I was pretty much exhausted after work. I worked full eight hours today. Imagine me standing up for the rest of the time. My legs felt like breaking at some point of time. Haha.

I looked forward to the time i punched-out today because i knew that he'll be there to accompany me home. Unfortunately, i called up my mum and found out that she wanted to go to the nearby park. Little did i know that they wanted to feed the fishes there. I was like sulking. I knew that i didn't have the chance to spent some quality time with him today. Being very smart, i invited him along to join us. He willingly agreed and i suddenly felt so ecstatic. Haha.

We actually reached the park and i introduced him to my mum. Nothing much here. I decided to leave them there and head back to 7-Eleven with him. We sneaked away quietly. When they were not in sight, i felt much better being alone with him. Sighs... I wanted to tell him something badly just now but it looks like i'm going to have to wait till monday.

I'm super glad that he was with me today. Even though we were there merely to watch the fishes (and also turtles) eat, i find it a very significant moment in my life. I hope he felt the same way too. Just his mere presence made me feel so, so happy! Haha. It's not a wonder why i fell for him.

♥9:12 PM


~whispering sweet nothings in my ear...


(Re-cap for Friday)
I woke up at nearly 10am today which is like very rare for me. I was probably tired after talking to Bf until two in the morning. I told him that i wanted to wake up at six so that i can give him a morning call. Due to my natural instinct to go to the toilet, i actually woke up from my deep slumber. I looked at my hp and saw that it was only 6:02am. After relieving myself, i went straight to bed because i was feeling super sleepy. I didn't even called him up. Haha. Sorry, dear... Anyway, i was glad that he could wake up on time.

There was nothing much to do at home. I really should have gone to work today. The boredom was practically killing me. I mostly spent the afternoon surfing the internet aimlessly. I got dressed after that to make my way to Tampines One, the new shopping mall in town. The place was kinda crowded. Maybe, it's because today is a public holiday. Duh! I wasn't entirely enjoying myself. My little sister was a pain in the ass. She purposely stepped on my foot repeatedly and there i was containing my anger. Part of me just felt like slapping her. My mood was spoilt thanks to my stupid brother. Furthermore, things changed from bad to worse. I couldn't find my necklace. It was freakingly frustating. I gave up searching for it in the end.

Eventually, i felt way much, much better after hearing Bf's voice. Kinda soothe my heart. Hehe. What more can i say? He's my 'husband' after all. I'm still wondering when's my wedding date. He's keeping that crucial information from me. It's so not fair. Oh well. I don't mind. I just love surprises. Haha.

Looks like i'm going to blog twice today. This particular post should have been posted last night. But i was clearly distracted by his voice that i just have to stop typing there and then. This shows how much he affects me in his small, little ways. =)

♥8:59 PM

Thursday, April 30, 2009

~peek-a-boo! haha!


Here goes my post for today. Let's re-cap the important events that happened this whole week. Well... I've been going to school with bf nearly everyday. He actually accompanied me to school even though i had classes as early as 8am. We met during lunch break too. I just felt that i can't enough of him these days.Back to the stories for today. Bf was unfortunately late today. He couldn't wake up. I knew that he's very exhausted. What's with studies, dance and auditions. I'm not mad at him, really. Haha. I had a tutorial at a computer laboratory at Block B. It was actually quite fun. We only had to create databases. I found it pretty simple. We were released like half an hour early. Bf was already waiting outside. I don't know what's wrong with me but i suggested to him that we go to the library in search of this particular person. He said he'll be there. So, off we strolled hand in hand to the library.

I guessed that he was in the north wing at level 5 because that's where engineering students usually go to. I had to sms-ed him to know his whereabouts. While waiting, me and bf were looking at a few of the notice boards. I was practically leaning on his shoulder, facing the opposite side. Somehow, it looked more liked a hug from a distance. That was when i saw him going down the stairs. The look on his face was priceless, really. Talk about good timing. Hehe! He actually saw it with his very own eyes. I'm thankful because he saved me from all the explanations that he needed to hear. Lol.

We hung out at Gloria Jean's Cafe after that, eating Pocky. I wasn't feeling so hungry. That's why. I was like talking to bf about random stuff. Some of the things he mentioned made me so delighted. Haha. I went to McD with Adda while bf rushed to his lesson. The lecture on business statistics wasn't so bad after all. I didn't feel sleepy. Yay!

Lunch-ed again at McD. Me and Adda ended up having Filet meals. Bf too. Haha. Ramzan was also there too. He sat a few tables away from us. Somehow, i just felt that something was actually wrong with him. I'm so not going to elaborate that here. Anyway, Adda left soon after. So, it was me, bf and yk. I was like sulking because i had to do the design again. I did what i was told and i managed to finish it at around 6.30pm. Bf went off already for STAGEARTS auditions. Yk also left due to volleyball audition.

I dragged myself to the 86 bus-stop and guess who i saw. It was Ramzan again with a girl. I don't know her obviously. Haha. One look at her is enough to see her character. She smoked. (I don't have anything against smokers. I'm just stating a fact here.) God only knows whether he smoked too. I'm not so pleased with the way she talked either. It doesn't sound so ladylike at all. Quite often i'll hear her muttering some not-so-nice words. No examples here. Well, they looked like a couple to me. Don't worry. I'm not affected. No harm done. Haha.

Haiz... I'm so missing him right now. I'm still not sure whether i'm working or not tomorrow. I personally don't feel like working. Too tired, i guess. I think i'm done here. Bye, peeps!

♥10:38 PM

Sunday, April 26, 2009

~till death do us apart? haha.


Why does a part of me feels this way? I don't understand. Am i being ignorant? Yes. No. Maybe..? I hope things turn out well. Jeez... The song i'm listening to right now is so not helping. ~Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you all over again... Dang. I'm so missing him right now. Husband sent me home just now. The sun was shining so brightly. Husband was feeling warm while i was feeling hot. Lol. We mostly fooled around at the void deck. I also brought my cat down . She ran away, of course.

After i had my shower, i made my way to Woodlands with brother. I dozed off for the whole journey. That is so me. Sleepyhead! I was glad to be there at my aunt's house. I got to see my little cousins. I missed them so much. It's been a long time since i last saw them. They were like a whole bunch of noisy kids, screaming their heads off wherever they go. I didn't eat much today. I didn't feel like touching all those carbohydrates. Haha.

Well, here i am blogging at past midnight. Husband is here to accompany me thru the night. Somehow, i just felt angry at 'brother'. Since husband came into the picture, i just don't understand him at times. I don't want us to drift apart. I felt as if he don't care for me anymore. We don't even play around at work. I just missed those happy moments. Maybe he has changed... I don't know, really...

♥12:41 AM

Friday, April 24, 2009

~am i in love..?


I've noticed something actually. Since school started, i've been hanging out with bf. Yesterday, i was allowed to enter the room where the STAGEARTS people were putting on their make-up. I sat next to bf and i met someone new named Jack. He's very cute because he has big eyes. Haha. Anyway, bf can't talk much while someone did his make-up. He looked freakingly fair due to 3 coats of foundation. I believe he's fair enough already. He was done after putting on bronzer and lip balm. I told him that he looked like a girl. Haha. I can't help it really. Well, it was fun having to meet the people there. Crazy bunch of people eh? Bf sent me to my tutorial after that.

We had a 2-hour break which i spent watching him perform. Ouh. I forgot to mention that Jack actually managed to recruit me in their team. Lol. Well, i'm not sure really. Do i really need to join STAGEARTS just to be near him? Let me ponder it for a while... I think NOT. Haha. Us is anytime.

School ended after my lecture on BUSINESS STATISTICS. Quite boring i must say. I survived because i was looking forward to meeting him. Waited for him at sports hall. He was busy washing off the make-up, i assumed. We headed for a not-so-private spot and talked for awhile. I told him about some stuff and now, we have a mission to complete. Yay! Haha.

Everything written above happened yesterday. What about today? Hmmm. Let's see. I didn't expect bf to still be in school. He informed me that he's going off at 1pm and yet he's still there. Nevermind... I was delighted to see him, of course. After walking him to the atrium, i headed back to north canteen where i saw Jack. Jack was like asking: "Where's your husband?". I was like: "Huh? What husband?". I have no idea that he was refering to bf. Haha. We're already married eh? No more bf. My husband already. Lol. What a day! Anyway, TGIF! I'm so tired.

I know i have to work tomorrow. Only short hours which i don't mind. I'm not so sure if i'm gonna see 'brother'. I hope he'll be there tomorrow. I miss him like a lot. Haha. Well, i'll update frequently. Depends on whether i'm free or not. Till here then. Bye!

♥10:07 PM

Sunday, April 19, 2009

~it's going to rain tonight...


My life's been pretty busy lately. Orientation, FHC assessment and also not forgetting my store's Grand Opening. Everything's so hectic that i screwed up all my meal times. That's the reason why i kept falling sick.

I'll elaborate more soon, alright? :)

♥9:23 PM

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

~right here, right now.


Mum woke me up early in the morning because i asked her to. I just wanted to join her doing her morning walk out of the blue. We went to the new park near SKSC. It was actually a long walk but it was worthwhile. I got to see up close the expressway just beside the park. I could see cars, lorries zooming past. It was fascinating. There wasn't much people in the park except for some occasional joggers passsing by. Me and my mum were like taking pictures of some random flowers. Haha. Ouh. And we saw this thorny fruits growing on a tree. Durian, perhaps? Lol.

While we were walking across the road at the bridge, we managed to take a peek at the reservoir below. Guess what? We saw a few jellyfishes swimming in a group. Yea. We also heard someone screaming his head off. We didn't see who was it was. It was very loud. Maybe he did that out of frustation, who knows. Freaky eh? Haha.

After the long and tiring walk, i convinced my mum to pop in at McD for our breakfast. As i entered my store, i immediately saw Jaslyn and a few RMs. They were having yet another meeting, of course. Siew Choo was delighted to see me and i don't know why. We already saw each other the whole day yesterday. Haha.

I didn't realise that Kak Hafizah was in an advertisement for McD. I was kinda surprised to see her face when i glanced at the TV. She looked very pretty. Hehe. Not to forget, i saw Yi Hao walking here and there. I'm wondering whether he cut his hair or not. Lol. He looked different to me. That's why.

My whole family went to CP after that. Dad bought a new phone. A Nokia E63 to be exact. Well... I did nothing much in the afternoon. Cleaned out my room only. I ended having a nap afterwards. Didn't know i would be that tired. Haha. Skipped dinner again. It's really becoming a habit. Can't help it, i guess.

Alright. I better continue doing my stuff. Bye, peeps! :)

♥11:03 PM

Monday, April 13, 2009

~the little things in life that makes you smile...


Hehe. I'm off from work this whole week thanks to mummie. I had two meetings today. One is on service crew and the other one is about drive-thru. Well, it's pretty much the same thing that i've learnt in service class a month ago. Ouh. Zhi Hao dropped by after gym. We sat down and talk about school. Nothing much, really. He wanted me to sent him halfway to the bus-stop. I just followed his request. Haha.

After the meetings, i still had another date with mummie regarding our food hygiene course assessment which is on this coming Saturday. It will be held at RVM which is like the last place on Earth that i want to be. Sighs... I will be assessed at 11am. I'm so freaking nervous. Me, pk and eugene were tested on our knowledge just now. We tried our best to answer questions asked by mummie. Those two are super hilarious. They gave nonsensical answers to some of the questions. Me and mummie were like laughing our heads off. They were saying that we washed our utensils with sanitiser!! Lol. We were also tested on the correct procedures to prepare Milo. Overall, we really had a good time learning more stuff today. We still had time to sit down and chat with siew choo and mummie at the end of it.

Till here then... Bye!!

♥10:50 PM

Friday, April 10, 2009

~we're gazing at the same moon...


It's been raining lately. I've still got tons of photo to upload. Maybe, i'll just put in a slideshow. Too lazy. Haha. Note to myself: E-mail the new pictures to Rayza. Well, i've got good news. Rayza's staying in Singapore after all. She's going to be enrolled in ITE College East. But... There's a possibility that she will be resigning or transferring store. Haiz. I don't know. I feel so undivided. Part of me felt like stopping work altogether. Am i feeling that stressed out? Aargh. Who knows...

My life ain't so smooth either. Like the saying goes: "Life is like a rollercoaster... Enjoy the ride while you can." Lol. I knew i was going to breakdown someday. I didn't expect it to happen while i was with siew choo. At least, she could relate what i was feeling at that time. I wanted to talk to yi hao but decided not to in the end. I just didn't want to burden him. Or anyone else... Sighs. Thanks for being there for me, siew choo. I truly appreciate it... :)

♥11:16 PM


~i love siew choo!

Let me just post a picture that would summarised my whole day today. Cool eh? A picture which is worth more than a thousand words ...

♥12:19 AM

Wednesday, April 8, 2009



Rhene got an attachment to our store for today. I heard Roy was supposed to come in but he didn't appear. I don't know what happened. Seeing the way he did his work was quite amusing. He wasn't familiar with our store and he looked like he wanna die just now. Lol!

All the managers had a management meeting today with ah ma. I felt kinda happy when i saw brother. Maybe, i just missed him too much...

Raymond appeared while i was digesting more notes. His presence there seemed to arouse suspicions from other people nowadays. Tsk! Tsk! They're just thinking too much. Haha. Mummie's gonna test us (me, pk & eugene) on FHC on this coming monday. I still can't believe that the assessment will be held on our Grand Opening. Shucks. Speaking of bad timing...

Haiz. Frankly speaking, i've got nothing much to blog about my day except for these two guys who kept bugging me and they're really getting on my nerves too. Gosh, i miss rayza so, so much. I'll blog again tomorrow. I promised...

♥9:20 PM

Tuesday, April 7, 2009



I wanna be like you, cat .... Life is so unpredictable sometimes ...

♥11:11 PM